These days I just can’t seem to say what I mean. I just can’t. Every time I try to say something, it misses the point. Either that or I end up saying the opposite of what I mean. The more I try to get it right the more mixed up it gets. Sometimes I can’t even remember what I was trying to say in the first place. It’s like my body’s split in two and one of me is chasing the other me around a big pillar. We’re running circles around it. The other me has the right words, but I can never catch her.
Tonight Matt and I went to Soda-Vine and got some drinks and milkshakes and when he went to ask for napkins from some girls, one of them looked straight in his eye and said “that was just SO cute when you kissed your girlfriend on the cheek when you were in line!”
Yupp. We’re adorable. And adorably gross. At least he is. But it makes me laugh. And that’s all that matters right?
Also, I VERY LITERALLY almost peed my pants tonight from laughing so hard when we played this big group dancing game. Good times.
I just really like Matt. A lot. I didn’t know my feelings for him would grow this fast.. I’ve been on cloud nine for like the past 5 days now. I can’t get him off my mind no matter how much I try. No guy has really ever made me laugh as hard as he has. I’ve never been this extremely comfortable with a guy so quickly before. And it’s definitely always usually taken a lot of me before I get with people on a spiritual level…but with Matt he already knows my favorite scripture and we’re reminding and encouraging each other to pray and read our scriptures more often and he’ll be dedicating/blessing my apartment so we live in a safe place. AND HE’S GETTING ME TO WORK OUT. I thought that was impossible for me to do with a bf until today. I just couldn’t have gotten any luckier. Sure he’s super nasty and weird but sometimes it’s such a turn on how comfortable he is around everyone. I think he’s bitten almost every inch of my body. Oh well. I can live with it
I don’t even know how to describe the happiness of when Matt looks at me and just smiles and gives me Eskimo kisses and calls me “Kateryn Willriams” cause he’s a dork like that. And to know he’s my dork now hahaha. Or when he draws attention to us in his apartment by kissing my cheek so loudly in the middle of an intense movie.. And I so admire his testimony and effort to make sure we’re doing what we should spiritually…and physically. I just admire everything about him. He’s a really good guy. I’M JUST SO HAPPY
No boyfriend November was a success. Should I go for a don’t date December?
Just me January?
Forever alone February?
No man march?
I just had to reblog this again.
just giving up june
just my hand july
always alone august
only me october?
they’ve done it
they made a reason for me to be single for every month